Topic of the day would be about my love life here. I have been staying away from this topic for quite a long time. Being a coward of all time, afraid of getting into any commitment or too scare of losing myself in the path of love. Finally, I make my move and decision to go for my feeling, what my heart tells me most. In the end, I found my shinny star, a girl that really brace myself in everything. She been through a lot, too much that in certain extend I would really want to give in all my best for her if she allows me.
Let's start with her, at first she didn't really catch my attention because she isn't those type of catchy kind of girl with enormous make up, fashionable blings on her that could easy bring front all the guys attention. I got to know her from a friend of mine, this friend is really kind of cheerful and kind heart type that I almost fall on her if I didn't take it seriously. I just can said that both of them are same kind of personal, just like to be themselves without any boundary and these is a very key attraction for all the guys out there. As for her, I think this shall be written on next chapter of blog when I'm free to do it since now I just want to talk about my "bomb".
I still couldn't believe that I would fall so deep on such a girl, and I don't really know when did I started to fall for her. Since she was working abroad from Malaysia to Hong Kong for training purpose, I started to talk with her a lot, in face I can say that it is way too much a lot for just a normal friend would do. I made calls for her when she was out of country, start to get myself to hook on Skype chat specially for her only. I still remember those day, everyday after work my first on my mind is to get back home as soon as possible because I have a date online with a girl. In those days, I just remind myself that there is a girl waiting for me in another part of the world, so I must get back as early as possible and try not to make her wait and sleep late at night. It was my best and sweetest moment ever because we chat and make a lot of jokes although most of it were make for her just to make her laugh and to see her smile. The way she smiles was such a bright star in the sky, and she so always thankful for me to make up her day especially during those harsh moment. In actual fact, I supposed to be the person to thank her for giving me a life. A life that I never thought to find and reach it in this way, and lighten my tonnes of problems, tension and fears that happen in days or all the while.
She never thought that actually it was her to bring me back to life. A life that I finally found someone to give her my real smile to, my tears and a special task for me to protect her from any harm. But in same moment, I'm lost because she had become my only person in mind when I want to talk and see, even that she had overtook her best friend place. That was when I fall onto ground and met my life destiny. The moment that I found my part of life that would want to make it be real and forever.
